Winters seemed to settle in
Leaving a thick blanket of white
In its wake without traces of pathways home
I'm stuck in these black walls
Where you haunt me
This dry wall laps daily with echoes
Pain of a hang nail larks behind unpainted frames
How I wish my life with you back
Feet prints in the warm sand
Your hot breathe whispering forever
An embrace of always
Things you left in my memory.
Come back for just another night
Ill lie you forgot your towel
Any reason is enough for you to return
Too many nights restless in an empty bed
It's hard resisting a need like yours
The smell of a hard day
Sweat from a long run
I'm yearning for those finger tips to trace my back
I bend just to break for you.
Ill relapse into you.
Breaking under these waves of bad decisions
Your weight is pushing down
There's clouds brewing a storm
And the oceans not as clear as it ought to be.
I took your forehead kisses for granted
Leaves are changing colors again
You still haven't forgiven a silent sin.
Taking me back would have been your last choice
Even though there's salt in this wound it's only healing faster.
See in daylight everything looks worse.